John Newton: I am not what I ought to be… Jun 24, 2010 I am not what I ought to be, I am not what I want to be, I am not what I hope to be in another world; but still I am not what I once used to be, and by the grace of God I am what I am. – John Newton Do you find these posts helpful and informative? Please CLICK HERE to leave a $5, $10, or $25 tip to help keep us going!